Tired

My energy and motivation levels are both running on empty. That’s probably because I had coughing fits that kept me awake most of the night. Still hocking up the yellowish phlegm. I’ll be paying a visit to Dr. Jo on Sunday afternoon (yeah, she maintains unusual office hours, works for me, though). Needless to say, I didn’t do a walk today, although I did take two naps. So far.

Last night I made my bi-weekly feeding journey to Hideaway Bar.
Joy wanted pizza this time. Between her and the other girls, it was gone quickly.

Once my work was done at Hideaway, I headed back up the highway to my side of town. I had initially planned to review the relatively new Lux bar. Then I realized I had another “buy one, get one” coupon for the Green Room. Lux will have to wait for another day.

I did enjoy the company of three waitresses at my table, and one of them, Angie, tripped some of my triggers. Seeing as how we weren’t alone, I wasn’t able to get her story. I’ll definitely look for her on my next visit. I did buy the gals a pizza to go with their lady drinks, though.

I also updated my bar review for The Green Room.

As I mentioned up top, I had a shitty night once I got home, and today hasn’t been much better. But this too shall pass. And there were some reminders that it’s good to be alive.

The mountain widow I support sent me this photo thanking me for feeding her kids.
The boy I sponsor for school in Bohol is a 5th grader now. His mom sent me a video of him reading a poem in class. It’s on FB, so it won’t embed here.

Also, so far this month, I’ve paid for meds for a bargirls sick mom in the province, a much-needed dental appointment for a Filipina friend’s son, rent for another friend, and a small refrigerator. And for the record, I’ve also said no to requests I deemed in violation of Rule #1 (don’t be a sucker). Anyway, it does make me feel good to help a little bit when I can.

One year ago today, I met the woman I was destined to fall in love with on a hike with the Wednesday Walkers. All I’ve got to show for it is the newest scar on my heart. I’m glad we are still friends, at least.

I stay away from engaging in politics here at LTG, for the most part, these days, but occasionally I come across something that needs to be shared. Glenn Greenwald is a liberal journalist. But he is also an honest man who tells it like it is. And today, he made a strong case that it is the left who have earned the fascist moniker. Lots of examples, but the one that really stands out for me is the collaboration between the government and social media companies to suppress speech, a clear violation of the Constitution’s First Amendment. And the press, which should be outraged by this violation of fundamental rights, are willing participants in this effort to silence viewpoints the left doesn’t like. Give it a read and tell me what you think.

That’s all for now, dear readers. I’ll be back with more tomorrow. You’ve been warned!

Looking out at the road rushing under my wheels
I don't know how to tell you all just how crazy this life feels
Look around for the friends that I used to turn to to pull me through
Looking into their eyes I see them running, too

Running on, running on empty
Running on, running blind
Running on, running into the sun
But I'm running behind

6 thoughts on “Tired

  1. You sponsor a lot of folks, and many of them seem thankful. Good for you! There are treasures stored up for you in heaven—the Bible’s way of talking about good karma.

    Good luck with your lungs! You kinda need those.

  2. Yeah, hope the coughing/tiredness etc passes soon.

    Good on ya’ on the other stuff you do! It does make a difference

  3. Yeah, you never miss your lungs until they stop working properly. Not sure what triggered this flareup but hopefully, I can tamp it down soon and feel normal again.

  4. Seeing the string of cheese hanging out of Joys mouths makes me think of other things. Glad you are able to help some around you.

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