Will I be with you?

What can I say
That hasn't been said before?
What can I do
That hasn't been done before?
How can I show you my feelings are real?
How can I tell you
The way that I feel?
Would you believe me
If I said it was love?

What would you say
If I asked you to love me?
What would it mean to you
Karen, please tell me.
Would you just laugh 
And call me a fool?
Or would you smile and say
"I love you, too."
Would it possible
You loving me
Or is it a dream
Never to be?

There's no other feelings
I can show
I've told you I love you
In the only way I know
It's up to you, Karen
Either way;
There's nothing more
I can say.
So what will it be,
Yes or no?
Will I be with you,
Or will I go?
I used to write a lot of poems back in the day. I never claimed to be good at it.

I wrote that back in 1971 for the girl who said yes and became my sweetheart in high school. She moved away in my senior year, but the long-distance relationship lasted a couple of more years. And I’m proud to say that, like most of my former loves, we have maintained a friendship, and I see her posts regularly on Facebook.

Oh, the stories I could tell! We reconnected at our high school’s twenty-year reunion and had a wild weekend. My then-wife wasn’t happy when she found out, though.

Thanks for the memories, Karen!

4 thoughts on “Will I be with you?

  1. Maybe you’d mentioned this once before, but I didn’t realize you were a “the second” (John Mark McCrarey II).

    Nice poem, from back when “Karen” wasn’t a bad word. Your Karen was a cutie, too.

  2. That’s awesome you’re still in contact. I have a “clean break” policy. When it doesn’t work I usually move, (usually to the opposite end of the country) and I delete their phone number and unfriend on Facebook to put extra steps between myself and any possible reconnecting during those times I might reminiscence or miss the “good ol days”

  3. Josh, different strokes for different folks, I suppose. Love may die, but the friendship that is the foundation of the relationship can live on. At least that’s been my experience.

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