Gone for thirteen years now

I’ll never forget the woman I called Mom.

That’s her before she brought me into this world.
I’m the cute boy on the left.
She played a big role in my life as a father, especially after my first wife bailed and left me to raise the kids. I couldn’t have done it without Mom there to show me the way.
She was a faithful wife to my father for over fifty years.
And she was proud of the boys she raised.
Mom and her sisters in the last photo I ever took of her.

Miss you and love you, mama.

Mother, don't worry. I killed the last snake that lived in the creek bed
Mother, don't worry. I've got some money I saved for the weekend
Mother, remember being so stern with that girl who was with me?
Mother, remember the blink of an eye when I breathed through your body?

So may the sunrise bring hope where it once was forgotten
Sons are like birds flying upwards over the mountain

Mother, I made it up from the bruise on the floor of this prison
Mother, I lost it all of the fear of the Lord I was given
Mother, forget me now that the creek drank the cradle you sang to
Mother, forgive me I sold your car for the shoes that I gave you

So may the sunrise bring hope where it once was forgotten
Sons can be birds taken broken up to the mountain

Mother, don't worry. I've got a coat and some friends on the corner
Mother, don't worry. She's got a garden we're planting together
Mother, remember the night that the dog had her pups in the pantry?
Blood on the floor and the fleas on their paws,
And you cried 'til the morning.

So may the sunrise bring hope where it once was forgotten
Sons are like birds flying always over the mountain
My nephew sang this song at her funereal.

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